Yay.

Well...once again, much time has passed. Oops.

Since the last post...

- I have found two new jobs that make me world's happier.

- I have learned that not all dogs actually like walks.

- I have discovered it is difficult to find people you can always count on, and worlds of wonderful when you do.

- Life is better when you learn something new everyday, see the mountains, and walk pups in the sun.

- Bikes that actually function are awesome!

- It is frustrating to have a work schedule that requires you to ask people for help with your pup frequently.

- It is ridiculous how much I depend on a functioning smart phone in my daily life.

- It is wonderful to work with people that have mutual respect for their co-workers and bosses that genuinely care.

- Colorado rain (or any really..) is much nicer and easier to appreciate when you are sitting with your patio door open versus walking pups in said rain.

- It's nice to be happy...obviously. =)

Good Morning.

What better way to start the day than with an iced coffee in the Denver spring? Add in a comical and deeply loved pup and the arrival of a great friend and it's the makings of a glorious Saturday.

Autumn and I are loving the new home downtown and the daily trips to the dog park. The current tasks at hand are finding a new job and meeting people.

Time for our morning walk =) Cheers.

It seems I am not so gifted at the blogging - months pass before I contribute another tidbit to the annotation of "life with random hiccups." Alas, I inevitably come around with a list ever-so-long with nonsense about the happenings in my world.

Plants/flowers

All of my life I have wondered what the point of flowers and gardening was. I could always grasp the concept that some people enjoy it - but I could never seem to understand why someone would want a flower in a vase sitting on their kitchen table. I'm not sure how or when...but I now understand. For me, it is the simplicity of something different to brighten up the room. The concept that someone cares enough to share the gesture of a flower...even if that person is me, and it is a gift to myself. I am rarely one to spend money on things that are not necessities, or at least have evident practical aspects; however, this week I attempted to purchase my first flower. I got it in my head that I wanted an orchid - I had heard they are good indoor plants. I went to Whole Foods (only because I had a gift card) in search of a purty flower with which to adorn my apartment. As it turns out, Whole Foods is even niftier than I once thought. A worker in the produce department gifted me the orchid - no idea why, but it was a nice gesture that made me smile. I'm looking forward to watching my first potted plant grow.

Today...herbs were on sale at the grocery store. Seemed like a sensible idea to purchase a couple while they were on sale. They smell great - yet - upon arriving home I can't hep but wonder how long they will last in a minimally lit apartment...with a very enthusiastic pup.

vamos a ver

Goals..and their progress...

Most of my goals since moving to Denver have involved self-improvement and self-awareness. For a bit, I lost the motivation needed to really pursue those goals. I can't say that I've fully developed the amount of self-motivation I would like to have, but it is certainly headed in the right direction. Amongst these actions are..

- joining a yoga gym - with the intent to go 5-6 days a week

- drinking smoothies for breakfast to ensure real fruit is consumed at least once a day

- moving downtown (March 10) - getting closer to the real reasons I moved here

- going to bed before midnight...that one still needs a bit of work, but it's better!

- finding groups to join (ie bookclub and Spanish language/culture meet-up) to help get acquainted with people in the Denver area

- utilized vouchers to purchase plane tickets to Barcelona for September - it is only a 10day trip, but I CANNOT wait!

Goals left on the list

- finding a new job that is a better fit with my career and personal goals

- learning a new language

- developing a plan to get more experience abroad

- learning to cook new things

- drinking more water

- remembering the wines I have tried - and what I thought about them

- embracing life and enjoying the moment

- reading more news daily

Autumn and I have been enjoying the nice spring-like weather. Here's to hoping it lasts into the weekend long enough we can enjoy it with another long mid-day walk in the park.

Cheers.

hm

Well...

It's a new year, and I can't say I'm particularly stoaked about how it is starting out.

It seems that trust, investment, and genuine interest are fickle creatures that often lead me astray. In time I'm told I will look back and be thankful for the things I learned or some such nonsense. However...this is not that moment...and I am not thankful...I am sad. Woot.

In hopes of looking forward and up, I have made some plans.

1. Culinary School at Culinary School of the Rockies...attempting to start in Feb. It is time for a change, even pre- saddened innards. I feel this will embrace my strengths, and my passions...hopefully making my days/nights a bit more of a positive experience on a regular basis.

2. I booked a flight to Spain. I will land in Madrid, a city I have in fact, not been to..and follow it up with a city I love..Barcelona. I will be there for about 10days. Never long enough, but a good chunk of time to really embrace the culture and remember my Spanish before starting work in a new field.

3. I have also made the plan to return to my once, very healthy ways. I have strayed a bit. It is time to remember real food, reasonable portions, and moderation across the board. We shall see how this turns out.

It seems Autumn and I are on our own again. I am thankful to have her...here's to hoping I can be enough energy for her little ball of excitement...and...cheers to new beginnings. I hear they're good. I'm waiting for it to feel that way. =)

oops

It seems I'm not so quality at the blogging...it's been months since my last novel ;) Enjoy the list of random thoughts - pretty standard Meghan

- lots of lofty goals floating around in my head - hoping to get close to at least a couple in the near future.

- clean and nice smelling apartment...is imperative

- not having internet at home becomes a costly expense, and quite the task, when one must find it at specific times and places

- having a goober pup is: wonderful, ridiculous, exhausting, expensive, humorous, enjoyable

- baking is swell

- I miss my wonderful, supportive, glorious friends that live in KS and OK

- being sick is lame

- money still sucks

- a little holiday spruce around the apartment is fun

- homemade hummus is worlds better than store-bought

- I miss the arts - being apart of them and supporting them

- potentially volunteering for 4-H and getting involved in the community seems promising and exciting to me

- I really miss the university campus and all that it represents/embodies

- poorly buffering internet is...slow...

- I don't enjoy that my computer enjoys shutting itself off randomly

- KS has been colder than CO...odd

- I70 and I are not friends, nor may we ever be

- My dog and I like our wonderful neighbors =)

- I'm struggling to find the perfect balance between it all

- I miss belonging to a real gym

- I still enjoy my fully functioning Scion ;)

- I wish I could dance

- I appreciate the folks that have been there for me at random times/days when I haven't been as positive as I should be

- Coffee = wonderful

- My dog is a really good watch dog...and for 30some lbs, she has a vicious bark at the (not so) scary people in the parking lot

- Coyotes in the park...following pup and I on our night walk...kinda creepy

- There is much I wish to do, and much to accomplish in a short amount of time

- I really would like to have plans, and tickets purchased, to travel somewhere interesting with someone fun

- Waggly buns is still very waggly...and now responds to both her actual name, Autumn, and her nickname - Waggly Buns. =)

Bed Time...Happy Holidays

arrival...for real...

Well...I've now been here about a month. I officially feel as though there is little left of what "used to be" from life in Kansas. Making it official, I now have a CO license plate, drivers license and bank account. My daily routine and ensembles are oddities. They involve things like heels, getting up at 6.30am and going to bed before midnight. Overall, this is good for functioning in the real world, but still quite bizarre since I've always been a night owl.

I have parted ways with the glory that was the boat...

After a short (2.5hour) stint below a highway overpass in North Aurora, it became evident that the retirement of the boat was...well...impending doom. Turns out, being a silly little white girl, sitting stranded in a '94 Chevy Caprice, in a traditionally character filled portion of town, really encourages gentleman to stop and offer assistance. By the fifth offer I became slightly antsy and overly thankful that Emily would be swooping in to rescue me shortly. Soon after, the boat was towed off for the final repairs being paid for by anyone in the Burrow family. It was given a two week life span before driving in it transitioned from being simply comical to decently dangerous. Needless to say, I stepped up my previously non existant search for a more reliable vehicle. Via my expedited search, I settled on a silver 2010 Scion xB. I was having a hard time coming to terms with driving a typical looking vehicle. However, upon doing some research on the Scion I discovered I wouldn't have to sacrifice practicality or price for something that looked a bit goofy. I am thoroughly enjoying the new vehicle. It has nifty gadgets, like an iPod hook up and stearing wheel sterio control - these amuse me greatly. Plus...it does things like, accelerate when one pushes on the pedal, or break without squealing. I find these to be nice changes as well. Somehow I will have to learn to part from the frequent comments at gas stations like "What's a girl like you doing with a car like that?"... or... the excitement of unlocking the gas tank behind the license plate. I am reasonably confident I will be able to overcome these losses within a very short time. =)

9-5...

Upon the transition of a new state I have also slipped into the 9-5 grind. While this does include some perks...like establishing an actual schedule and not smelling of food...it also hinders the flexibility created with nonsensical odd jobs. I am working at a relocation company helping people find homes to rent. I find it immensely ironic that I am working a job that requires one to know quite a bit about Denver and it's surrounding areas. Needless to say, it is expediting my knowledge as I continue to tackle my KS learning curve in regards to neighborhoods, rent pricing and other aspects of the city. As with all jobs, there are pros and cons to the daily experience. I continue to enjoy that each day is different and that the environment is flexible enough that I have never taken lunch at the same time. I enjoy the multi-tasking and problem solving aspects within the job. However. I do not enjoy the fact that there are always people I cannot help and that there will always be people that try one's patience and levelheadedness. As a person that likes to know things, it is frustrating to be working a "big kid" job that still entails commission. It seems that for all the time I spend working, I spend twice as much time paying for things. One may tell me this is a part of life, and everything costs money, however, blahblahblah is what I have to say to you. As someone that has worked to earn a diversified degree and done an array of random things...it seems there would be a point when less questions would arise, budgets would grow vs. decrease, and opportunities would no longer be matched with obstacles. While patience is a virtue, and all good things come to those who wait, I still feel as though I continue to be working towards the next phase in my life.

It is perhaps the book I am reading (Three Cups of Tea), the discussions I am having, or the standard spazziness that occurs within my brain. Whatever the reason, I continue to ponder. What am I doing? What do I bring to the table? I say I have specific, yet varied, interests, but what am I doing with any of those? I love to learn and constantly wonder..but what am I doing to further educate myself? Is it enough to read, inquire, discuss...or should I be doing something more? If so..what? At the end of the work day is it important to push myself for more...or to relax and dive into simplistic nothingness? While all things are good in moderation, and balance is key, how does one determine the proper balance?

That being said...since moving here my 'content' level has all but sky rocketed. I serve a purpose within society (however short or long term, there is one that doesn't include hourly wage), my living space is clean, I genuinely smile often, and I take in the glorious beauty that are the mountains on a daily basis. My dog and I go on a walk every morning. I've found a grocery store I love...and it is not remotely associated with the names "Dillons/Kroger, Wal-Mart, Target, Price Chopper"...I eat things beyond the food group of ramen and I go somewhere new every week. My boss recently asked me if I miss Kansas. Without pausing a single moment I replied "No. Not one bit. I miss the people I love that remain in KS (or OK).. but not the entity that is Kansas." I've enjoyed the ability/opportunity to hike in the mountains. Something about climbing to the top and working your way down provides a sense of accomplishment, and for me, a certain level of happiness and satisfaction. I am curious to see what the winter brings. How/when/will I learn to ski or snowboard? It seems fitting for someone that intends to (or rather...does) live in Colorado...but it seems almost silly for someone looking to save money.

I continue to enjoy the adventure that occurs with the relocation to a new place, yet also long to travel. While I am more intrigued by the place I now call "home"...I cannot help but feel that the learning through travel is an aspect of my life that is missing. That being said, it is nice to be experiencing a place that provides adventure within a normal day. It's also something new and interesting to be able to identify cardinal directions, even if I do have to blatantly cheat and utilize the mountains to gain that awareness. I suppose one could say I'm more content than I have been, for a long time, but continue to wonder...what is to come...where do I wish to be...and how will I get there?

- with that I say cheers - here's to a short week =)

relocation.

After a few insane weeks, I have officially relocated to Denver, CO. It all began three weeks ago with a trip with my mom to look for apartments in Denver. By midday Saturday I was decently convinced I would be moving back into the folks' house in Overland Park...not exactly my idea of a good idea. By some crazy turn of events, we stumbled on a business entitled Housing Helpers - a company that provides a free service in helping people find a house/apartment/condo in the Denver area. (www.housinghelpers.com). Within the first ten minutes of explaining what I was looking for and a little about myself, the owner asked if I would like a job. By the end of the afternoon things went from working two jobs in Lawrence, KS and living in Overland Park with my parents, to having a job and a place to live in Denver. Needless to say, my spirits were boosted immensely. The following weekend my brother helped me move to my new apartment in Denver. Turns out a truck pulling a trailer does not get any sort of good mileage and I spent about $600 on gas to and from Colorado in Ian's truck. (I like to round this to the nearest bajillion...because at this point it might as well have been in the bajillions.) Given my new apparent love for driving in circles on I70 and through Western Kansas, I made the trip back to O.P. with Ian. I tied up some loose ends, saw a few friends, worked my last shift...essentially put all my ducks in a row. Thursday, I departed for the final time, and have since been settling into my new apartment in Denver. I will start work on Wednesday morning, 9am sharp.

Now, the experience of getting here in and of itself, super special. However...since arriving I have discovered I am much too OCD to really ever move. I have also experienced the joy of indoor rain. Yesterday there was a decently heavy rain. It took it upon itself to pour huge amounts of water through my windows and onto my couch. Just for an added kick, it also dripped in through a seam in the ceiling in the middle of my main room. I feel the water really added a little something special to the new place...

Autumn is currently on the balcony/porch with her head between two slats. I'm sure the extra 3inches gives here a much better view. ;) So far she's handled the transition pretty well. However, she definitely has taken it upon herself to be an extreme guard dog. Nice to know no one will ever sneak up on me...but...it would be ok if she would eventually stop barking.

Biggest perks of the move so far:

- It is not sticky outside.

- The mornings and evenings are cool...making for wonderful time outdoors, windows open if desired, and all around pleasant times.

- My apartment is mine...and Autumn's...and that's the end of the list.

- There is ample counter space, which will be ideal for the time when cooking real food becomes and option again.

- There is a dishwasher...and it's name is not Meghan.

- My work is incredibly close...which is next to a grocery store...which is next to a wine store...which is down the street from a huge park. (Obviously there is a certain order in which you would want to frequent these establishments.)

- I have moved to a town/state people actually want to visit.

I'm still working on getting everything in just the right spot, however that time is near. My goal is to have everything done by tomorrow so that I can do some serious park walking with Autumn and town exploring on my own Monday and Tuesday, before starting work on Wednesday.

More to come soon...now that there are things to report it seems I may post with more frequency. =)